Nothing

2.27am nothing to write, luckily my friend came back from Melaka, if not today only my self, its very boring. today only drink 1 bottle of beer, i love the taste of it, my friend said he don't drink any alcohol ,Winton at last u drink also wat Gagaga.

Almost

Today is my 1st time to go PUB Louge, inside alot of pretty china girl, really enjoy. And i drink alot, feel blur. when fetching friends to home almost have a accident, luckily my friends scream me up, for today really happy with them. see you nxt time~~

Full Stop

4.28am i still havent in sleep, just came back from K room. Today my relationship with my girl friend already have a full stop. I feel very sad, but my eyes no more tears. but anyway, i will support her no matter what she do, she happy means i am too, i have a simple wish, i just dont hope got any people to hurt her. This is my most importan wish between my 1-20years old life and also a last wish for her.

Ge Qian

GeQian

The sky that hasn't cleared up for a while
As usual retains your smile
Cried before
Yet no way to bury guilt
The kite has run aground in the overcast sky
Missing you, still waiting to be saved
I'm pulling the string
Reviewing the tenderness you gave
Loneliness that is insolating
Laughing at me for not being able to give a promise
How come, how come
You unexpectedly forgave me

I can only forever be reading the lines
Reading the hurt I gave you
I cannot forgive myself
Then ask you to regard that I'm already not here
I open my eyes
Looking at the empty space
Forget the expectation you had towards me
Finished reading dependency
I will leave very soon

Appreciate

So late already nearly 3.30am, just came back from supper, i nothing to write but i still have to write something, feel drunk already, but my hand still cant leave the phone away, because i miss her so much so much. so long already me and you, i really really appreciate that you do alot thing for me, i am stupid, i dont even feel at taht time you still love me, until know i knew it, but dont know izzit too late? but i still hope that one of the day, u will feel touch for wat i done for you now. i really really hope that can be truth.

Cai Hong (Rainbow)

I love this song so much.

Cai Hong (Rainbow)
哪里有彩虹告诉我 能不能把我的愿望还给我 为什么天这么安静 所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我 释怀说了太多就成真不了 也许时间是一种解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着 你的身影这么近我却抱不到 没有地球太阳还是会绕 没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开 我知道很简单 你说依赖 是我们的阻碍 就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱 当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我 释怀说了太多就成真不了 也许时间是一种解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着 你的身影这么近我却抱不到 没有地球太阳还是会绕 没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开 我知道很简单 你说依赖 是我们的阻碍 就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱 当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑 要我怎么睡得着 你的身影这么近我却抱不到 没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕 没有理由我也能自己走掉 是我说了太多就成真不了 也许时间是一种解药解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开 我知道很简单 你说依赖 是我们的阻碍 就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱 当作我最后才明白

Tell me where there are rainbows
Can you give me back my wish?
Why is the sky so tranquil?
All the clouds have come to where I am

Have you got a mouth mask you can give me?
I let go and said too much, then those things can't be realised
Perhaps time is a kind of cure
It is also the poison I am taking right now

If I can't see your smile
How can I get to sleep
Your voice is so near yet I can't hold you
The sun will still spin without the earth
I can still walk by myself without a reason

You need to leave
I know it's very simple
You said that reliance
Was our obstacle
Even if you let go
But can you not confiscate my love?
Just pretend that I only understood at the end

If I can't see your smile
How can I get to sleep
Your voice is so near yet I can't hold you
The sun will still spin without the earth
I can still walk by myself without a reason
I let go and say too much, then those things can't be realised
Perhaps time is a kind of cure
It is also the poison I am taking right now

Suddenly

just woke up, today is my offday feel very free, then i click on jay chou old song name "Hui Dao Guo Qu" then i look for the lyric, its very meansful
Go Back To The PastA yellow and old lightTime is at the side, suffocating without uttering a wordLoneliness starts with completely no sense of proprietyDon't understand the difference between light and heavySilencePropping up jumps across strangeQuietly watching early dawn and duskYour body shapeLoses balanceSlowly sinksDarkness is already flying around in mid airShould proceed where, I cannot seeMaybe love is in another end of the dreamNo way of living in real spaceI want to go back to the pastI am trying to hold you in my armsThe sheepish face carries a bit of childishnessI want to seeThe world you seeI want to be in your dream's frameAs long as I can depend on being together I can then feel the sweetnessI want to go back to the pastI am trying to let the story continueAt least I don't let you leave me againDivert time's attentionThis time I will hold you even more tightlyI request you to stay like this, I don't know if I am too late or notI want to go back to the pastMy thoughts are unceasingly stopping memories from being broadcastedBlindly chasing and searching, still vastly emptyThe dusky night, I am sleepy but I don't know where to hideThe moment I turned around, loneliness is already lying by my side

Really hope to go back to the past, i will always put you at the front of my heart~

(2007-Nov-25) Never Care

just came back from works,but donno why today is sundaY but the sales like weekdays. just now i called her again, i heard some guy voice beside her, but i never even care, for last time i will very angry like a children, mayb now i am growing to be come more mature. thx you anyway because u make me become more stronger to face u. i still hope u wont get some person to hurt u. even i can swear that i will take everything u hurt, because i wont leave you.

(2007-Nov-24) Keep Thinking~

Just woke up, havent have my breakfast, but my mind keep thinking of her, i dunno why ,she treat me like that normaly i will very angry but donno why i dun have the fire to angry about her, everything i saw in my room i will keep thinking about her , like my jeans is her choose for me, my room she clean for me,my computer she suft the net on my computer , my bed she hug me when sleep ,even wat i saw at out side i also thinking about her. i really hope that she will come back to me. i waiting for you~

(2007-Nov-24) Wow such a delicious~

today i with my working partners went to a shop name call Tian Xiang Hui Wei have our dinner (mayb is supper).. wow~ their service is really good. we paid RM500 can get RM250 free. today i ate alot alot, my friends is keep talking but i just quiet and eat Haha. the interested is when every new customers walk in the restaurant. waiter will welcome them with a sumthing like drum, one of my friends said once their hit 1 time means "tong" (kill) the customers, hahah so funny. total we have 6person per person have to paid RM93 of 3times because get RM500 free RM250, summore can use for next time, we planned Christmas And Newyear. really hope the day come faster.

(2007-Nov-24)I knew it

ha. 1st time write a blog for my self. these few day feel very down because some body keep making me dissapointed. i donno wat i am did , but nevermind i have to accept the truth. i know i hurt her before, but i really changing, mayb the sky are fooling with me, when i really put my heart into our relationship, this time is her to hurt me back, its really really hurt, i almost never sleep for everyday or only few hour i slept. but dunno why i still wan to cheat my self , that not a truth she just kidding with me, but i know that is a truth that she really gonna leave me alone never ever come back again, very confuse huhz?


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everything was so fast, aready 1 year and 3month that i broke with u. really regret for everything, why i treat u badly, think always and hate my self, why hurt u, as i am a guy ofcoz that i must be more gentle, but the bad thing is when u are here i nvr appreciate u, now u already fall in love with other, i really relize that u are really importan in my heart, i wont forget the happiness and sadness times with u in my life, bcoz i really really love u. YIMIN