Thursday, December 6, 2007

Sick + Sick = ?

Today feel very tired and headache, already eat panadol but still the same, really hope that she will care about me like last time, i only know what is regret regret and regret, now i only know, when i in comfortable, suddenly the one always love u wanna leave you alone, the hurt i am taking now, what i can do is become a better better man.. pls giv me a last chance!!!!

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Tired

just came back from work, feel very tired, hope to sleep til nvr end. feel bored also, wanna chat with her, but he away, really donno wat to do.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Really Sick

6.33pm i very tired really tired, maybe not enough rest, i called her just now, i ask her will her care me? because i in sick, she said yes, i feel really happy because she still treat me as her friend. i don hope so much, just don think that i am very disturbing that will be enough for me. thank you

Sick Already~

oh my~ woke up already but feel very sleepy, and feel my head heavy, feeling not very well, i think im sick already, have to drink more water, because i still have to work tomorrow.

Difficult

4.41am just came back with some of my friends, haha go cyber cafe, long time nvr go edi lur, try to go and have some fun. actualy now i only know that forget a people is so difficult. i though i already forget her, but i just cheating my self, its really really difficult because i was love her before i paid my every to her, but i know that is impossible that she will come back to me, but i really hope that she will understand what i am thinking now~

Sunday, December 2, 2007

Found

3.40am i sufting in friendster.com to find some people i donno, suddenly i saw her contact, when i look at her face alot picture play back in my brain, i feel very sad and stupid, because i still havent complete forget her, i just cheating my self, why? why? very sad really sad.

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Shock~

today my friends bring me to a club name Maison, Alot of Hot chick, Haha Jeffrey thank's you wor, bring me there. I 1st time been there, but i think i wont go in, because i dun have the heart to go inside. mayb my thinking is wrong, have to see future, but i cannot sure~